Hi
its Tues, and yes it RAINED AND RAINED. And i was really lookin forward to finishing cuttin the lawn !.... oh well
So , what did i do today. I finished cleaning the stove and put all the elements back together, and i cleaned out the fridge
some rotten old french fries in with some packs of ketchup from A & W.
The word for today, is confused! I am confused by a few things today. Two ppl today, one online , one real. You know the computer can be a hard thing at times, miscommunication. Big factor. Do you ever say something and then regret saying it. Or do u ever regret not saying something? deep eh. This past week i thought i lost both these ppl as friends. They both were here today. Both with different ideas of the future. one wanting more, one wanting less or the same as before last week. to me the idea of chattin with someone online is always to make each other think, smile , respond just all around good time. I like making ppl smile and feel good about themselfs, but i am not always happy leanne, sometimes i am a cow... I truely like people, i love to watch them, i love to hear them, i love voices i love interacting with ppl whether it be real or online.. people are amazing creatures creatures of habit. I talk to one of them mon-wed in the am , and when its not there i miss it. The other i used to talk to daily, still do in some forms , emails, a quick msn, or gammon. Anyhow relationships are weird, they seem toget weirder for me as I age. and here i thought they would get easier, silly me ! :( < ooh wooe is me......... i want to completely forget last week. So here i go APRIL 1 2003 start . hehe and i pulled quite a few pranks today , tanky tanky............ a few in real that didnt work out. but there is next year. one online that was super funny. I had this str8 lady totally convinced i liked her way more than freinds. she was hummin and hawwing , didnt know what to say, finally i asked her if she had a calender, she said yah why , i said can u go get it and tell me the day of the month please... she comes back RHI u SHIT hahahahaha so that was fun
I went to a gammon tourney and won 440lader bux Humm what else... oh i swore id never watch the reality shows like american idol or bacheler, so guess what i do, old canadian here, i been watching the Country music one hahah the are killer singers !! and ye si will admit to watching american idol the last two weeks, and i cracked up today when they got one finalist and had to boot them cuz of a criminal conviction. HA... and guess what its on tonight I am so excited i feel like giggling like a school gurly hahahah
ok i am off now, i will be on later if any gammon freaks would like a game or two
chow for now
over and out
Me